The way things change,
Ain't always the same,
Sometimes there great
Some it's a shame
Things for us have changed
For now they will not be
Now I want u
But u don't want me
Thats just the way this goes
Life has cons and occasional pros
I'll wait and see when my next pro comes
It's been a while so I might be blind
Blind like I was to see how things could be
Blind to what could have been
We could have been happy
We could have been two parts to the one book
But the time has come to think of other things
Like suicide or homicide and a life without me
I wish I could change my mind all of a year ago
To make things happen the way I thought they might
But despite it all I think you're confused
As to who u want,
So I'll make it easy and stand aside
Cause lets face it I stand no real chance
It's him or me and he lives next door
The choice is obvious don't you see
It's him you'll choose
So forget about me.
Written for an amazing woman for whom I'd move mountains but I was too late to realise it, shame she will never know.