My world has changed today
Been torn into shreds
But yet I didn't notice
Till laying there in bed
Yes I've changed but u have to
you try impress a guy who wont look at u
tho I cannot comment as the same I am
cuz in my world u take my hand
or mayb its jus me the stupid way I am
I don't let ppl close so next to me they stand
Torn apart so things will change
This for me is a shame
It once was me u wanted
but now I'm pushed away
I shouldn't let this hurt me
but theres nothing I can do
I want u but u want him
so nothing will I do
I stay awake at night jus to watch u sleep
as its now the only time I feel I can be close to u
We started of hugging every chance we got
But in 2 days the world has gone to pot
1 hug a day or so it seems
I sit here writing trying not to weep
Cause I know now my heart u wont keep
So Tuesday night will tell the tale
Of how this man will live
By knife and flame I'll go again
With no remorse to show
I wanted to stay close
While u want me to go
This is ment for a woman close to my heart but I don't know if she will find out about it at all
