How could I ever have left you
Why did I distant myself from you
You were the one reaching out for me
But I didn't know what to do
I was choosing a different path
A path that was not following him
I was letting myself get into darkness
And my days seemed to become dim
Joy seemed to have evaporated from me
My happiness seemed to disappear
I couldn't figure out where they both went
And I started to tremble with fear
The one thing that I held onto so strongly
The person that all my morals came from
I based my complete life off from Him
He was all that I lived for, the only one
But now I have gathered myself back to Him
I've once again realized the mistake I have made
Christ is back to being first in my life
And the dark days have now fade
Joy and happiness are back in my life
I now see a good reason to live
I can't wait for the next step of faith
To you Father, my whole heart I give
