Hoping that this time would be different.
but nothing is.
its nothing new!
im used to this low put down feeling, it makes me numb, its as if im ammun to it!
i just want you to be true. i want you to be honest with me. i want you to love me like i love you. because you always say that im slipping away, but it doesnt help that your letting me go.
i dont want you to go. im holding on, im taring myself apart loving you. and i still hang on tight.because nothing feels right with out you!!!
i cant make you understand how much i love you!!
but you should know!
because if i didnt i woulda been long gone!!
