The mess u made

Gotta stop blamin' myself for the mess u made.
No matter how hard I try we will never be the same.
To bad u couldn't see what was right in front of u.
But now it's my time to go and find someone new.
Cause there ain't no way im gonna watch u die.
Seen enough deaths to last me a life time.
I don't want to do it but I gotta move on.
Cause the boy I love is already gone.

(Not sure if I really like this its just how I feel. Plz comment so I can get better)