What is that i am not doing?
what is that i am?
i'v become something im not familar with.
i do everything you want, because i dont want to lose you...do you call this love?
this isnt what i wanted, i wanted for us to be something i wanted us to be happy, but everything i do makes everything worse. you said to be honest because that was apart of two people being together, but both the lies and the truth is taring us to peices and befrore we know it there will be nothing left to hold on to.
do you want my heart? or do you want my body...im not a toy and im not your girl.
everytime we get the chance, something comes between us and its not just you, because iv let you go a few times because i wasnt sure if you were in it to get it, or you actually wanted to be with me bacause you loved me.but iv realized that losing you is the pain that i cant seem to heal on my own, i dont want to lose you, and i dont want let you go. but at times i get confussed and i dont ever know what to believe. its the doubt of you giving up on me that scares me the most, my love for you only grows but it feels as if were falling apart, and im holding on, to everything that i dont want to lose, which is you.
