ANGER IS STAINING ME ...INSIDE N OUT....
IT BLOWS OFF.WITHOUT A WARNING...
BREAKING EVERY VITAL FEELING OF LOVE...
TURNING ME INTO A BURNING INFERNO...
WHEN IT IS AT ITS PEAK...
ALL I CAN FEEL IS A VOLCANO BURSTING INSIDE...
MY EYES GET SHATTERED N SO AS MA MIND...
DA ONLY THING WORKING IS DA WILD TONGUE..
THAT SPEAKS WORDS WORST THEN DEATH...
WORDS which ACTS Like A BULLET..
WORDS which FILLS TEAR IN EVERY EYE...
which BRIMS EVERY1 WITH just ONE QUESTION WHY??''....
BUT ALL I FEEL IS NOTHING N ALL I SEE IS NOTHING..
IT SHOWS NO MERCY IN KILLING ME EVERYDAY..
FOR SO MANY TIMES I'VE SMACKED MA FIST INTO DA WALL....
RAPTURING MA BONES..
FOR SO MANY TIMES I'VE BROKEN DA MIRRORS..
WITH MA HAND GUSHING OUT BLOOD..
FOR SO MANY TIMES I'VE UNKNOWINGLY SLIT MYSELF WITH RAZOR....
LEAVING A DEEP WOUND 2 BLEED..
FOR SO MANY TIMES I'VE THROWN CHAIRS, TABLES N EVERY OTHER THING..
ENDING UP CREATING A HELL OUT OF DA PLACE..
FOR SO MANY TIMES I'VE SHOUTED ON MA MOM..
N FOR SO MANY TIMES I'VE LEFT HER CRYING ON DA FLOOR...
I just HATE MYSELF FOR EVERY TEAR THAT FELL FROM HER EYE..
N FOR EVERY SINGLE THING THAT CAUSED HER 2 CRY..
I'M SORRY FOR ALL THAT..I DON'T KNOW WHAT COMES OUT OF ME WHEN M OUTRAGED..
I just HATE DIS FEELING ..IT SEES NO RELATION ..NO BOND..
T TAKES NO TIME TURNING ME IN2 SOMETHING I'M AFRAID OF..
IT TURNS ME IN2 A FEROCIOUS BEAST..
A BEAST THAT KILLS NOT WITH CLAWS BUT WITH WORDS...
IT SLASHES AWAY ALL THAT which I NEED DA MOST..
N AFTER ALL THAT MASSACRE ...
DA REAL ME COMES IN DA STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS..
LOOKING AT DA MISERY CAUSED BY SUM1..
PEOPLE SAY THAT IT WAS ME..
BUT BELIEVE ME IT WAS NOT ME..
I DON'T KNOW WHO WAS HE..
I just KNOW ONE THIN IT WAS NOT ME..
HE CAGED ME INSIDE A DARK ROOM..
N WHEN I CAME OUT there WERE DEAD BODIES LYING ALL OVER DA FLOOR..
DEAD BODIES OF HOPES , DREAMS, ASPIRATIONS..
BUT EVERY EYE IS ASKING ME DA SAME QUESTION''WHY DO U HAV 2 DO DIS ??''..
N EVERY SINGLE THING IS POINTING ME..
BUT BELIEVE ME IT WAS NEVER ME..
WHY DON'T U LISTEN please DON'T GO AWAY..
IT WAS NOT ME...please COME BACK..
IT WAS NEVA ME..IT WAS NEVA ME..
