My Lucid Prayer

Give me serenity oh my maker
in this place I call home-
my sanctuary, my abode of clouds
Here, I have tasted bitter sweet givings
Here, I have felt lukewarm tidings
Here, I have seen walls crumble
Here, I have heard enough wails

Guide me dear father
in this maze I call home
where choices are but just two
Here ,confusion outshines
Here, lights seems dim
Here, tears fall unnoticed
Here, blood does not matter

Help me stand oh my redeemer
in this haze I call home
So tired of this oblivion
I know not where I am going
So lost and empty. So alone.
Comfort me my silent friend
Never ever leave this wretched soul.