Low self esteem

I don't got the guts
to talk to her
i don't have the courage
to walk by her
I'm to scared
I'm to worried
it feels like shes a princess
I'm a farmer
she lives so high and mighty
i live so poorly and broke

when ever i try to speak
i start to shake non-stop
when ever i try to walk by her
my legs start to move away from her
as if shes repels a lowly class person away from her

i have really low self esteem
i don't seem to ever believe in myself so much
when i see her talking to other guys
who are ten times better then me
i crack and break like a egg
when i see her walking alone
and nobody to talk to
i hide from her
and stalk her as she walks home

how will she ever know me
if i hide and dream
how will i ever talk to her
if i can't even speak
i really like her
i really want to be with her
but i just can't ask
and find out the answer in the end

so i can only just watch forever
and watch other guys walk over me
and make fun of me
and fall in love without me
just because i can't believe in myself
and my own abilities
I'm sorry...