Drowning In Your Own Tears

Do you know the feeling. Anger swarming all over my body like a dark cloud of smoke. Overzealousness seeping into my lungs, so i cannot breath. I open my mouth to scream or hopefully engulf oxygen,but all that comes out is sorrow, grief, and madness. Instead of my entire life flashing before my eyes all i see is pain, all the pain Ive caused others..and most of all, all the pain they have caused me. My only way out of this reality has left me.... abandoned me. So instead of fighting this horrid reality i accept it and release my fears.....So this is how it feels to drown in your tears.