I love this person so much
He doesn't know how much
This person is my daddy
I dont know his past
I don't know his future
I don't know were he lives
I don't even know if he has a family
I don't know were he works
I don't know much about him
I just know i love this man to death
Sometimes he drives by
My world shatters like broking glass
I will think what the future holds
They can take him away from me
I cant erase him from my mind
Hes so close to my heart
I wish he knew
His little girl is here waiting
I need my dad to save me
My whole life changed when he left
I just don't understand
He got angry and hurt me alot
Like everyday
Sometime i get angry
It doesn't mean i cant love
Sometimes i do bad things
But I'm not a bad person
I just been through so much and i need help
When i hurt myself , Its him running through my mind
When i try suicide, Its him I'm dieing for
This pain is so real
Everyone i love leaves me
Nobody's here to stay
I just wish my daddy was
I just wish he would love me back
So i guess its time
To get off the computer
Put on the happy face
And show them whats its all about
In the end i will only have myself
I will always love him
I cant let him go
I know i try-ed
Daddy if your out there know your lill girl is here waiting she needs a dad, someone to love and hold her, someone to care, late at night someone to talk to, she just needs u
