This facade is becoming all I am inside
Dissolving the real face it's just supposed to hide
I've forgotten exactly who I was meant to be
Because these endless questions have only blinded me
I feel like such a fool for saying the things I do
Not knowing how anyone would react to all that's true
Sometimes I feel such vast guilt and shame
To the point I believe I shouldn't feel this pain
All I want is to come home and live like this isnt real
Grow a thicker skin and wear a thicker veil
To be like it was ten years ago and everything was fine
To stop myself from crossing over that painful line
Now I've been down to the bottom of this lonely hole
Watched myself try and walk before I could even crawl
Thoughts so naive they almost made me feel slight hope
That mayb one day this would be over and I could cope
