In a way i wish i could go back in time
to change the past
not do some of the things i have done
to think things through
before i just jump in feet first
that night you talked me into things
i said i wouldnt do till i was married
i should have said no
but you said you loved me
that night i started dating the guy
that hurt me in every way a person
could get hurt
that day i picked you that razor
and hurt myself
i want to change al this things and more
but i know in my heart
that if it wasnt for this horrible things
i wouldnt be this strong
i wouldnt be this smart
i wouldnt be me
