Muffin's Poem

Part of me is dead,
Part is me is gone,
And the uncertainty makes it hard for me,
To carry on.

This numb feeling that rests inside of me,
Is not comforting,
You�re safe,
That�s what I like to believe.

I wish I could see you,
Hold you close to me,
Let you know its okay,
The way that things should be.

I was supposed to care for you,
Nurture and protect,
Instead I let you go,
My heart is heavy, My heart is low.

Just to know that you are somewhere,
Loving and warm,
Somewhere safe,
Tears begin to form.

Abandonment is my greatest fear,
How could I do this?
How could I put you here?

I don�t know how your feeling,
I don�t know if your fed,
I don�t know where you are,
These thoughts circle my head.

I just hope that one day, When you wonder why I let you go,
I loved you with every part of me,
I always will.
I just hope you know.