Defintion of Hate

I utter these words,
with so much hate
I can't stand who you are
a person who's so fake
Every word you speak,
is nothing but a lie
You disgust me so much,
and sicken me deep inside
I wish i never knew you,
i'd be better off alone
I wish i were color blind,
beacause your colors should never be shown
Now i lost everything thanks to you
and your wreckless actions
Now i find myself having to reorganize
the briefcase in which i kept life in
I can't stand to look at the mirror,
because it reminds me so much of you
But the worst thing about it all is...
Sadly I am you..