Your Leaving, Is Tearing Me Apart.

You need to know that your leaving, its tearing me apart,
I have so much I want to say, but I�m not sure where to start.

You were always there when I was broken and sad,
And you always picked me up, when things got worse then bad.
I�m not sure I could ever explain, of how you�ve helped me so,
But this next part I think is important, that you should really know,
Youre the only one who will understand how much this really means,
But id go through my past again, no matter how hard it seems
And I know even that, just isn�t enough for what you�ve done for me.
But I want to show you I care, and I hope you will soon see.

Although I still cant smile, you shared the burden I had.
But I know you, too, wanted to give up, when things got really bad.

Honestly speaking though, I need your friendship now, more then ever before.
But im so scared to ask, cause im afraid you don�t wanna know anymore.
I need a hug real bad, cause it happened once again.
And im sorry I didn�t tell you, but im scared of what youll say.

This keeps getting worse, and I forget what I was hoping to say,
But I just wish you could understand�Im really not okay.
But I am thankfull, for the friendship I have with you,
And no matter what happens� I really wanna thank you.

* Dedicated to an awesome friend, who is leaving in about a month, i just wanna say thankyou *