My Haunting Past

I saw him came out from that vehicle,

with someone i didnâ??t know.

then he whisper â??my wifeâ?? and pointed at her

i felt the time moving real slow...

Then i looked at them with innocence,

tried to avoid showing what i feel.

but somehow i know whatâ??s happening.

my heart gonna burst with tearsâ?¦

Then the girl began to talk,

While tears fell from her eyes.

i felt so helpless at that moment,

seeing him by her side.

I know why they came to me,

and what i am in her eyes.

i wanted to ask what have i done?

to end up as the BI*** in their lifeâ?¦

As she finished saying what they came for,

not hurting me even a bite.

he said â??im sorryâ??, my mind shouted â??what for?!â??

it wont make me feel alrightâ?¦

i really want to shout with anger.

i want to hurt him so bad,

but i don't know if i can do it.

i still care for him a lot.

I had to leave 'coz i cant bare to see.

heâ??s holding her hand and saying â??im sorryâ??,

while I'm there watching them

There is no way i will be okay again.

to be continuedâ?¦.