Would Anyone Notice

I let the water from the shower fall
as my eyes gentlely shut
the boiling hot water drips
over my raw skin cut

Flashes of memorys
cloud me from the past
they seem to normally just go
but these are here to last

My mind is all over the place
i smash the glass across my hand and the floor
the anger and pain is inmanse
im screaming for more

The blade comes back to action
it held tightly in my fist
i look to cut the swollon skin
a feeling unable to resist

Blood dripping over my arm
falling sliently to the ground
no one can see the tears of hurt
that are in me and they surround

No one can see me inside
some are afaird to ask
becuase there worried if they do
they might see the person behind the mask

Soon as youhave a blade in your hand
or scars over your skin
people look at you different
and dont realise the pain within

They lable you
and think it stupid and wrong
but do they actually realise inside
the person feels they dont belong

Do they realise how people are damaged
and how they cut to release the pain
but no they think your just a self-harmer
and your suddenly going insane

No one can see the hurt
no one can see the tears i cry
no one can see the anger in me
Would anyone realise if this was my goodbye.