A fight between friends
is like a painful war
where the hurt just never ends.
things get said
and names get called
but friends should never be
the reason for a down fall.
sometimes its out of anger
but mostly out of love,
i said things and so did you
but none of the things either
of us said were actually true.
it was all out of anger and out of hurt
the things we said to one another
was something neither of us deserved.
i just want you to know how sorry i really am,
instead of turning on you
i should of been the friend who puts out my hand
but instead i turned away
and climbed further into my depression
each and everyday.
you were the one holding me when Brett died
you were the one wiping my tears
each time that i cried,
you cleaned the blood from my bleeding leg
and held me tight when i said
this was the end.
but despite all this i still pushed you away,
Jen you are like a sister to me,
i love you so so much
and i truly am sorry for all that was said
the fight we had is something i really do regret.
i miss the days we would talk about everything,
we would laugh together
smile together
and even cry together.
you mean so much t me and are way to special to just be erased.
I miss the nights we would sit up
trying on clothes, straightening our hair
doing girly things, smoking red bull hubbly
and what i miss the most is how you
helped me see the real me...
so this is my continuous apology
i hope you can accept,
i love you with all my heart my darling friend.
