I cant seem to let things go or stop thinking of how things happened the way that they did
inside i felt so broken, i felt just like a kidd,
my stomach ached with all sorts of pains as i read those hurtful words
and although i had already seen what was going on i had become immune to being hurt
i cried my tears ahead of time so you couldn't see how you broke me
i wanted this to be forever but your now not here to console me
so what is it that she had that i never could provide.?
thats a question that makes me toss and turn in my sleep even with you by my side
will this ache ever go away? the longing to be your only
was it my love that pushed you to her? i guess I'm meant to be lonely
maybe one day ill learn to forget the words you both spoke
and when that day comes a beautiful day again is one to which ill have awoke,
my heartaches for you too see
that in this world you belong with me
and 11 months and 28 days ago. . .i accepted you as my soulmate quite graciously
maybe one day soon you wont have to wonder, where it is you wanna be, maybe ill become enough for you. . .so it can be only me<3
