My Suicide

Craving,
Burning inside,
Aching for a euphoric high.

Shaking,
Trembling in pain,
Waiting for its numbing taste.

Addicted,
Wanting to be numb,
Don't want to feel the hurt inside.

Hating,
Tired of life,
Thinking of suicide.

Death,
Overwhelmed by thoughts,
Taking a bottle of pills.

Funeral,
Laying in a basket,
People all around in black.

Burial,
They slowly lower me down,
Forever I will lay in the dark.