The first time we got together u fell madly in love with me but unfortunately and ungratefully i didn't feel the same, i loved someone else my heart mind body and soul was else where all of me belonged to someone else some one who didn't deserve it but i didn't want to see it so i put an end to What we had i had to find myself and not only that i had to get myself back i had to get my heart back and get my life straight and i couldn't hold u back on something i had to do on my own i broke your heart and i hurt u i understand and believe it or not i paid for it through out the time we were apart i was used,played and lied to thats What i got for hurting you. And now i tried to get What we once had back and retrieve What was once my happiness but it seems that What we had is over and u no longer feel the same way or u hold a grudge over me which doesn't allow u to see that I'm was really down to try again, but then again i doubt if your feelings were true because wen u love someone really love someone u never stop loving them and u just wait for them to come back and have them in your arms once again and the day that finally comes u make sure u do whatever u can to never let it go, i know that for a fact because that is how i was with my first true love up to the date i waited for him until i finally let him go because i knew he wasn't coming back and it just wasn't meant to be, and in your case u ignore me and make as if we don't exist u tell me your busy but i think their just excuses because wen u love someone u will always find time for the one u love i have grown to learn many things about love as time has passed through my experiences and others experiences and i know u aren't taking me seriously i can at least say i tried and that i made an effort to make it work but its kinda hard for something to work out wen only one is trying love and a relationship isn't about one person or two its about two people becoming one two half's of a heart becoming a whole heart, I see What we are doing isn't going anywhere so one of us has to admit it and i hate that its me Dion this once again but u don't want me and u don't want to be with me and i c that perfectly its very clear don't be hurt u have your life made u don't need me u have love u just haven't seen WhATS right in front of u and i can assure u it ain't me i did love u and i do care but I'm afraid my love and caring wont be able to keep us together if I'm the only one that feels this way I'll be fine I've gone through it before it will take me a while but I'll get through it thanks to u I'm stronger, i will always care and cherish the moments we shard this is my final goodbye to What we once had that can not be revived because u got over me without even realizing it, you'll be better off without my drama and What u once called immaturity, u have your life straight and everything going for u and u have achieved it without me so i know you'll be just fine.
