It doesn't bother you one bit
That I can not sleep at night
When my mind gets so wrapped around the pain
Inside of me
That it hurts to breathe
It never crossed your mind
That I am tired of everything
you put me through
You never know what you want
I am left to pick of the pieces of your mistakes
And I hate you for that
I hate me for hating you
The guilt that is inside of me
Kills off every emotion I feel
You say these thing without the slightest
Idea of what goes through my head
It never occurred to you that I hate me
For being the burden in your life
You tell me that I'm not
But I feel something different
She loves you
But she can love me
That is what I can't sleep at night
And you will never know
That I blame me
For everything you go through