I Fell For A Girl I Guess That Im Gay

As I lay there in bed
I think of what we could have
Being just friends it makes me sad
Seeing her hurt you it makes me mad
Every tear that falls down from your eye
It makes me want to break down and cry
I wish I could tell you it'll all be fine
But how can I if you'll never be mine
If you were mine I would treat you the best
Why can't you see I aint like all the rest
I know on the out side I am still a kid
But I would never break your heart just like she did
Tell me what she has got that I can't provide
I'd give you all my love and never leave your side
I fake my smile because my heart is broken
So many things I want to say but so little unspoken
She brings out my smiles she brings out my joy
People don't like it, is it because she's not a boy?
I didn't expect to fall for the same sex as me
But I guess it was always meant to be
So what if im gay and I've fell for this girl
If I didn't accept it I wouldn't fit in this world
But she wont love me back so my love will be hidden
This girl i have fallen for i guess shes forbidden
ive fallen for her deep there's nothing i can do
I just need to prove that im in love with you