Push me down,
And i wont even make a sound,
waiting for you to accept me,
I tried so hard to fit in i know you could see,
still you got thrill out of my depression,
The lies and the drugs i hide for you,
I made sure no one would have a clue,
you used me like a helpless shield,
I don't think a tear would shed if i was killed,
your a cruel sister if i can even use that term for you,
Finally i realized and knew,
You wouldnt want me and i didn't need you,
your no longer a part of my heart and thats so true,