I feel so empty when i am not around you, but my eyes have been opened and i now know that you are not the one because i am falling back into the same trap i came out of two years ago but there are times when you look at me i fell so loved but i find my self so empty that is kills me inside and i am so empty inside that i have no idea what to do , but loving you is not what love is because when i lay my head down at night i fell so empty and so alone that i hang on to what ever you give me and you don't even say i love you any more and when i say it to you it takes every thing inside me to say it and yet i fell so empty, and when i touch you i fell so empty, that i am so confused in what to do because there so many things you do for me and i love that but at the end of the night i still fell empty, and i hate that about me and you , i want to have that bond that we had and i don;t think that we will ever get it back again so now what do i live like this so tell you that i am empty and i need more then this, then what you give me because i am so empty,,,,,,,,,, but i love you so much that i can't let go or leave,,
