Lost???????

Thought I'm grown up
Feel that I'm not
puzzled and confused
Like a newborn kid
It Smothers me truly
just like hell.

looking in to your lustiest eyes
I'm just thinking
should i betray that
Divine love of him?
for the incomparable
warmth of yours?

Does it sounds fair?
May i listen to that
Crave little voice
inside me who screams
for your touch & for your warmth?