Sixteen is not so sweet

People say that sixteen is the best years in your life,
For you just starting to live,
When you think the whole world is yours,
And happiness never seem to end.
But if they only knew the pain i feel inside.
And while they think my life is just started
I feel like I'm dying.
That i don't even know what living means
Because my hope left long time ago.
And if i smile is just to fake that every thing is great
But inside I'm screaming for help.
That i don't see no ending to this sadness i feel inside
And only me and this four walls of my room
Know how much i cry.
Oh if they only knew sixteen is not so sweet
For it's fell with hate, frustration, fear, emptiness,
And wisted days in my room
Wishing for sixteen to end.