Always missed anything fatherly.i wish you were there for us when we needed you, wish you were part of our lives.even before you went to the wporld beyond, your harsh and un warranted decision has done no good especially to the children
The vacuum has always been wide open for as long as i've been aware of my enviroment and it can never be filled.
In times like these arev when i miss you as a father. HOLD ON!!!do u ever miss someone that was never there for you???Anyway, if u are truly up there and awake say alittle prayer of guidiance for me, if you are there in heaven, am sure you must have grown a pair of large wings,why dont you fly down here and let me feel yr presence for once, i want to be re-assured that you are watching down on me from there.Just as we were about to be bonded and move on , you slipped away from our hands , you died slowly, painfully and in poverty.WHAT AN UNFULFILLED LIFE
