Ignoring it hurts
But if I do not
What am I to do
I love this feeling
But yet I hate it
So many effects
So much bad
But so good
So much pleasure
So much to lose
Is it worth it
Can I risk it
To end it now
What will I lose
If I do now
What if I am caught
The feeling drives me insane
He is so far away
But my needs are here
How was it to last
Maybe if I just ignore it
But these feelings
They are so strong
I do not want
To give them up
But for him
I guess I shall ignore them
