A Fumbled Heart

DÃjÃvu leers at the back of my mind
This is too much like it was last time
All starts well, I think I can predict the result
But every time it takes me by surprise
and breaks my heart

It seems so obvious
They all tell me it's true
My hopes fly upwards
I am convinced of it too

But no, they always lie
Their feelings are always pretend
Just when I throw him my heart
He doesn't catch it and it shatters
And he walks away from my broken heart
Like he didn't see it coming
As if he didn't ask me for it

So now as I see you in that way
And experience what I feel for you
And I think you are asking,
Requesting that I give you my heart
But I can not believe you
Because of those who have asked before
None have meant it
Which is why my heart can no longer leap
Because too many times it has fallen