I can't think straight,
Nobody around.
I don't know why I still let you down,
There's nothing to do,
Right here without you
So I'll just stand and look at the pool.
Outside its so cold,
Just like in my world.
Without you here,
To be with me.
I can jump, and I can swim,
But if I go outside I will die and freeze.
Maybe that's fine, I'm not alright,
I want to sit and say goodbye.
Theres nothing to do, when Im here all alone,
I just wish I was a telephone pole.
It would be cold, and very hard,
But electrecity would keep me alive.
I can't feel a thing,
Theres a fly in my drink, and I hope it sinks.
I want to get out of this place,
I need to go on in disgrace.
The land around me is dry and my mouth is wet with sorrow,
Theres a man in my dreams and hes taking my last drink.
I don't know why, but I know it stinks,
Pretty soon he'll take you from me.
I can't do anything from miles away,
My hands are tied and my face is turned.
I think I should just disappear and let the happiness give you tears,
Theres nothing more to see or do,
They've taken down the pictures too.
I'm blind now-- and decieved,
There's something in my eye that makes it bleed.
I don't know what, but I want to know,
Why am I not enough?
