I have not felt this horrible in the past,
Love is hate now, just the same,
Hate is love then anyways,
Thank you for making my world colder,
For breaking my heart again,
Again..again..again,
I feel nothing at all inside, and everything is the same,
What day is it?
Heart break,
Why did you love me yesterday, to let me go today?
Nothing means nothing, everything means nothing,
There is no such thing as love,not here or there,
I love and love, and receive heart break.
I shiver now, i cannot control it,
My body wants to give in to death,
Why live? I die everyday.
Without you for a week, but you don't care,
Without you forever, and i am dead,
No life inside me, no reason to wear love,
No reason to wear at all.
Sadness all around me, you don't care,
Whats wrong?
Ignore me, and it helps you, and you smile,
I cry, and i die inside, while the world moves back wards,
You don't care, i feel inside, that i have nothing to live for,
Falling apart as the room submits into the abyss of my heart,
Why open my eyes to it? To realize my death,
I don't want to move, breath, sleep,
I want to die,
Death i feel inside already,
Death i feel outside tomorrow,
When ill be far away from you, as i am now.
Goodbye, good night, my heart is dead, torn, bewildered,
Ashes dripping out wards form my chest; the remainders of my heart,
I breath, walk, move,
But i cannot be alive,
I feel nothing, and nothing is something;
Heart ache.
