Sitting here realizing that we were always meant to be,
All the talks, The laughing,
God meant you for me
But sometimes i wonder,
and want to know,
these things i ponder,
will never show,
for i dont love you,
like i did before,
i just want to leave,
and walk out the door,
i want my own life to live,
without you there,
but when i fall to the ground,
il be all alone,
and thats what haunts me,
when im on my bed alone.
I dont love you,
like i did before,
and if i could tell you,
youd be the one to walk through that door,
you are not the one,
i have to tell the truth,
so when you get on one knee,
i give you my destiny and youth.
This marrige is a lie,
for i never really loved you,
till the day i die,
youll never know what i wanted to do.
To tell you no,
and just let go,
i would of broken your heart,
i should of stopped talking,
just from the start.
But now as i realize im a silly girl,
Theres only one person meant for me in this world,
and thats you.
So contradictory and confused! Wow! The first and last set of lines (that don't rhyme as stiffly :D) are positive for love...and the middle ones are anti-love, you know? It kind of sounds like either a girl stuck in the cycle of abuse, or too comfortable in a relationship to leave it.