I'm sorry...

I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you,
I'm sorry, I always end up making things worse for you.
But what else was I supposed to think?
What ever connection we had is missing that special link.

I always tried to make you happy and do the best that I could,
If I could take every word I ever said back, I so willingly would.
I'm sorry I failed so miserably and lost it the last time.
I wish that God Himself could take back every line.

It's just crazy the way things are right now,
Never once do you think of placing yourself in my footsteps and try to understand the when and how.
But it's always you feeling the pain,
It's always about you crying in the rain.

I'm no superwomen and I'm definitely not made of stone,
I have a heart if you didn't know, that does grieve on it's own.
But it's always you being the victim and me looking like this cruel worthless human being,
With a heart that's made of concrete that has absolutely no feeling.

I don't know what more to do cos I don't want to hurt you anymore,
But no matter how hard I try I still end up hurting you so much more.
Maybe it's just best if we walk our separate ways,
Maybe then you can mend your broken heart and hate me till eternity.

But the way things are going right now just goes to show,
That we can never be together and even the vines of friendship won't grow.
I'm sorry for everything I ever said that hurt you everyday,
Deep down I think you know that I never once meant it in any way.

Things just seem to happen so unreasonably between us,
There's just no way of stopping what destiny has planned for us.
I've tried but many a time to understand the you behind this mask,
But every time things work well I only soon fail in that task.

I think more than anything else you deserve someone better then me,
Someone that can really love you more and understand the way you feel.
I don't want to hurt you anymore cos that's the sort of pain I can no longer bear,
It's just best we walk our separate ways before each of us loose all care.

Whatever I feel for you it's not just something that will change over time,
But I know that being together is just not worth the while,
Because with every little thing that is ever said your heart just cracks in two,
There's little stopping what will happen later on or what you will do.

I'm sorry for everything and I hope that you'll have it in your heart to forgive,
I don't have much of an option now but to leave.
Because you deserve so much more than what I can provide,
I'm not the person for you and from that truth no one can now hide.