Forgiving You

Your back in my life,

Maybe I should be glad.

But do I get the love

And compassion I never had?

I don't know how long you'll be here

How long you wanna stay

I just don't know

If I can live my life this way

I want to have faith

That our talk will make you stay

But in my 15 years,

I've learned life doesn't work that way

You can leave if you want to,

I'm still not sure you came back

You called and we talked

It sounded like you wanted to come back

Maybe I'm wrong,

Just over thinking things

But then again,

I pray it's you when the phone rings.

I can forgive,

But Dad I wont forget

The misery, the tears,

And the feeling of abandonment