&Sometimes you need a second chance cause time wasn't ready for the first one.
But it doesn't make it any easier to try again, and I'm strong enough to walk away, but broken enough to look back. &When I'm ready to give up, you do something that keeps me holding on. And although, I will never get what anyone can see in anyone other than you, but the best thing to do is let go. Don't ever let go, it rings in my ears; and I know I've never felt this way before. Baby, you're so clueless, and if you knew what I felt, you'd never be able to look at me the same. And there was such an incredible soundtrack to our summer, that hurts to turn up the volume. My expectations are always so low, but my I cant keep my hopes from being so high. I'm a dreamer, and I'm sorry, but I can't accept what is in front of me. Because you dazzle me in such a mundane way, nothing here will ever change. I crave for an answer, but your silence tells it all. My phone not ringing is answer enough, but I keep setting myself up for disaster. So here's to the times we didn't appreciate, but now miss. Here's to the nights we all felt so alive. Here's to the days we woke up so confused. Here's to the beauty I saw in so many. Here's to the gaze constantly upon you, and the moments no one ever thought could end. Here's to someone I'll never forget, but long to never remember. Here's to the secrets no one will ever tell, and the whispers everyone always hears. Here's to all the nights without you. Here's to the pain, the tears, and the obsession no one saw. Here's to getting you out of my head, out of my life. Here's to the confusion and false pretenses. Don't ever lie to me again; cause no one looked behind these closed doors to see your shameful face. Let's try to forget the promises so carelessly broken, and let's not remember the love you took away. Here's to the simplicity being so complex. Here's to this tragedy we called life. It was an "always remember" kind of goodbye. It was a "hurt me so deep" kind of goodbye. It was a "how could this happen" kind of goodbye. It was a "don't ask, don't tell" kind of goodbye. It was the goodbye everyone waits for, but nobody wants. And when nothing else matter, I tried catching my breath under all your lies. This life weighing down on me, like stars falling from the night sky. Because this summer was like lightning; you get struck once and baby, it KILLS. So I shatter your image and throw out your face. Placing pictures in broken frames, blocking out all that pain. So let go and move on, the love was never worth it. Eat your heart out next time, cause I'm so far away. Try remembering the summer so fondly, but no one can bear to say it. The best part of it is that we all saw it coming like a slow moving car crash. &Autumn is here, but where are you?
