if your reading this
you'll know by now
that I'm gone,
My mind, my spirit have disappeared
all that is left is my body.
you are probably wondering
what has happened to me
why i lay mangled and broken,
it is all because of my pain
that is better left unspoken.
Why did i do it?
Why did i commit suicide you ask
its all because of this damn depression
that drove me to the edge.
i couldn't take the pain and suffering.
the emptiness was eating me alive.
so i did the only thing i could think of.
Freeing my self from my mind.
i was going insane
but no one seemed to notice
that death's hand was taking its toll
that misery had done her bidding
and i was her new victim.
i cried out and begged for mercy
but i was too far gone,
i screamed for help
but no one seemed to come along
i was tired of pulling on the chains
that bound me to this hate
i needed to escape!
so i finally did it
i took away my life
and now i am free,
free from my existence