My whole life i have been trying to make things better with my pops, but alcohol has made it impossible. over the years i have gained strength from this, i have become my own person never wanting to ever be like him. i see things in a different perspective, and he is the one that made that possible.

......this is kinda how i feel

great poem nicley written. I hope that he hasn't caused you too much pain cause i'm sure you have a beautiful life ahead of you and shouldn't go down the same path. I am glad you have seen the right things that need to be done and have the ability to accomplish them