I lay on my bed staring
Staring at the ceiling
Waiting
Just waiting
Almost there I can feel it
A twitch here a twitch there
And finally it’s over
There is no more blood
I run back the day in my fading mind
Got up, took a shower
Cried
Wet t school, wet to the bathroom
Cried some more
Came home, took a nap
Slit my wrist and waited
Sounds like a very productive day to me
I wonder though if they’ll find me in time
Hopefully not
Deep breathe I said
I have to look pretty for all those pictures there going to take
Time to strike a pose before I go numb
Shit too late :[
