I try and try to reach out to you
i gave you my hand to help out
i cried out when you weren't near
i need you now more then ever
i gave you my heart and surrendered
and all in return
you didn't even turn
to see me or say
anything i wanted to hear
i tried so hard for you to see
that i will do anything
just for you to be mine
but all you did was deny
the love you once told me of
and at the most i needed you,
you weren't around
to hold me up when i fell down
and now when i wish for something
i cant wish for what i once want
because it seems that they never come true
you;d be mine.. by now..
but when it all seems hopeless
i look up at the sky and think of you
and now everything is worthless
and useless
and the sky is just there for me to stare at
and see the problems that are here
and i cant even forget anything anymore
because i lost hope,
and i just want you and need you here
sometimes i think you know and just ignore it
and therefore i have nothing left
to keep me going
to keep me hoping
