TWO straight lines

I was in the bathroom..once again
My body feeling dirty from all the different men
I wondered..."how could this happen to me..a girl only of 16..maybe everything just does
happen for a reason"
I walked into the shower to take a cleansing bath
Forgetting about all the hands that was in everything i had
Why did my mom leave me to this?
A man filled with pain which no drug could heal
Someone who said it's normal..and it wasn't a big deal
You married him you should've known
That he would hurt me whenever you weren't home
One man comes in, one man goes out
"step dad" gets the money and snorts death into his snout
I need help.. I need to get out
My life is going down the drain
theres no life that i see
I tried to tell my mom, but she says im lying..
its a "teenage thing"
I didnt choose this,
I wanted a normal life,
But just when i thought things couldnt get worse
There it was the two straight lines