A sob escapes and i know hes gone.
"Oh Lord why?" I cry! " I loved him so yet he was not mine and i was never his."
My heart is crashing down, falling deeper and deeper into despair.
Into a pit so deep that I'm afraid I wont get out.
Just when my heart can't bear it anymore, he comes and lifts me up onto his wings.
In the sunrise I see a glimpse of hope and i realize that as great as my plan was..his is greater still.
