As the preachers voice grows fainter and fainter, the beat of my heart is all i hear.
My eyes fill with tears and i don't know if i can stand it much longer.
The suspense.
My heart cry's out to my God "Help me!" I am drowning in my sorrow.
"Give me strength" i ask, "to face the man i used to love but who now loves another instead of me.
I thought i was over him, its been so long
yet i am scared because every minute that passes is a minute closer to
when i will find out if my love for him still rings true or has faded away
