Painful Life

by kevin lopez   Nov 11, 2008


Who cares if I get hurt, Im stupid I thought it really mattered
Who cares if I cry myself to sleep, my dreams have already shattered
Things I want to happen never come true
Why did I think you loved me too
My hearts in pieces and its hard to put together
Maybe Im supposed to be lonely forever
I will never find my one true love
God never sent me an angel from above
I guess I was never meant to be happy
I just wish my mom never had me
It would be easier if I just go and die
If Im dead, I wont be able to cry
Crying is all these eyes did
I have been crying ever since I was a kid
No one sees the pain I go through every single day
I wish I could go somewhere, just run away
Pain is the only thing I ever felt
Even when my dad would hit me with his black belt
I thought I would start a new life at this new school
I thought I could be someone different, wow Im such a fool
Maybe tonight will be my last cry
Cause once I pull that trigger, the last thing ill do is die

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  • 16 years ago

    by Baby Rainbow

    Wow. that was hard hitting. firstly, i loved this, really really powerful and you did a great job.

    Edit : Pain is the only I ever felt
    .... Pain is the only THING I ever felt?

    I guess I was never meant to be happy
    I just wish my mom never had me

    ^^ these lines really jumped out as it was like a littl child speaking and its words and feelings and thoughts that should never have to be in anyones head. you do deserve happiness and you do belong here!

    No one sees the pain I go through every single day
    I wish I could go somewhere, just run away

    ^^ maybe writing is your escpe to run away to, because i can now see your pain through this poem. so keep it up and more people will ntoice and then that will show you people do and can care. i do.

    Even when my dad would hit me with his black belt

    ^^ i think you did really good to add this line in because it shows the strength of the emotional pain you feel inside compared to the physical pain you have been through. and that shows the very big difference. well done

    Again i really liked this poem and you kept me interested fro start to finsih with a great title and a great flow.

    5/5 well done. xx

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