I realise that this poem was posted a while ago now and so the question has been answered one way or another.
The poems format of rhyme and verses work well and your question is explained effectively in a pained poetical way.
Well done,
Michael
8 years ago
by Em
Well, I hope you sorted this out if its literal of course which it seems to be.
Reminds me of a quote though: If you fall for two people at once then choose the second because of you loved the first you wouldn't have fallen for the second.
Em