My Letter to You

My letter to you,
if i could only let it out
let you know i miss you
and I'm not over you without a doubt

if i could, i would say
I'm so sorry
i messed up big and
i know there is nothing i can do

nothing to make up
for what was done
nothing to bring back
what is so far gone

in my letter to you
id spill my heart
id tell you i wish i
could go back to our start

id tell you
i cry over you at night
i know you wont take me back
but i cry at the thought you might

i cry cuz i know you hurt
and you don't hurt those you love
i cry cuz you moved on
but you're still who i dream of

in my letter to you
id ask not to be forgiven
but for you to know I'm sorry
just let it soak in

i just want you to know
what you gave me
was more than words can say
i just couldn't see

couldn't see what i meant to you
and couldn't see what leaving would do

in my letter to you
id want you to read
the words of my soul
that's all i really need