Beginning of immortality(Collab with Nema)

I'm on my knees tonight,
writing the last sad words,
On my epitaph, I cry desperately
hitting the walls of loneliness

The tears I shed blacken
revealing a brutal beauty
It hurts inside, the air I breathe
exposing ashes of the memory

The thorns remain ingrown
Cold blood muffled in my head
letting my soul rise above,
For another suffocation to spread

I got no life to live
I'm another face in the crowd
The dark mirrors only reflect
a ruptured body to shroud

I walk with eyes wide shut
Screaming with unheard lies
My broken identity takes over
I'll be buried with my own cries

I'll be just a shadowed picture in the river
Left behind with fatal memories
I surrender to the immortal sleep,
Where torture melts in silence forever

written 12th of November, 3:00 AM

1st, 3rd & 6th stanza By Me..The titles I used from Nema's poems are "Epitaph", "Suffocation" , "Picture in the river" & "I surrender"
2nd, 4th & 5th stanzas are by "Nema"..The titles She used from my poems are "Brutal Beauty", "Dark mirrors" & "Broken identity"