Just a girl

Why do you love me?
Will you or i ever know?
Why you touch me, hold me, kiss me,
And say you'll never let me go,

You're just so gentle,
Your touch, your words, your smile,
I bruise you, abuse you, basically use you,
Yet you love me all the while,

I'm the one messed up inside,
Confused and slaughtered at the heart,
I love you, i do,
Yet im pulling you apart,

I play mind games,
Made you cry..
You beg me to stop,
So hurt..You ask me why,

You look me in the eyes,
I know your hurt inside,
I block out the guilt,
Pretend your just like those guys,

You hold me, beg for me to love you,
Say im your everything, but im not your world,
I do love you, i do,
But im just a girl..