It makes me sick to think,
I treat you so bad, coz i do,
Im sorry you ever loved me,
Im sorry i fell for you,
I used to smile..you'd smile back,
And tonight will be the night..
I'll do this for you,
This time I'll do it right,
Back in your embrace once more,
Feeling the closeness and the beat of your heart,
The feel of your breath on my cheek,
And this time..we'll never part,
You'll look into my eyes,
With your hand against my face,
You'll kiss me so gently..so soft,
And feel my heart start to race,
You'll kiss my cheek,
Whisper honest that you love me,
Say i am your world,
And that you'll never leave..
I'll feel like crying..
Coz i'll know it's all true,
And that when we're over,
There won't be any other like you..
So why am i sitting here without you?
Why did i ever let you go?
I didn't say i love you,
Then It was too late to let you know,
The guilt will be with me always,
Now i know you were so in love with me,
I played around with your brain,
I killed you, im so sorry!
How could i ever forgive myself?
For the beautiful boy that went away,
Who loved me so much,
Who took his life just for something that i..forgot to say,
Tonight in my dreams I'll love you once more,
I'll remember these times,
And i'll never forget that,
A guy like you is impossible to find.